Everyday I wake up to a battle, I wake up to a new battleground. Seems like a crazy comparison I would say. Yet I still see life that way, it feels like such a battle out there. Always trying to balance our lives, always too busy, busy trying to impress everyone and everything. Life feels like a battle as I try to fight temptations of sin, as I try to keep everyone happy, that I feel like I should, as I go through ups and downs. I feel like I've been losing lately... It just feels that I'm losing some friends and that I just can't ever seem to have the right thing to say. In fact, I've realized I'm just not that good, usually the most comforting things I have to say come from quotes, scripture, things I have learned from others. Its rather humbling. I wish I didn't feel like I was losing... And yet if I wake up early enough the battleground is gone and nothing is a problem. There always seems to be hope, no matter how small. A feeling that no matter what, there is a "hope for every fallen man". So to be honest I'm not sure what the point of this blog is... To be honest I don't even like it all that much, but its all that comes to my mind. Its up to me and us to decide our fate, so I suppose I pick myself up from the dirt and continue on holding to on to a hope that I can always improve, I can be what I what I want to be, that my best can ALWAYS be better.
"Life is a three act play, act 1 is the pre-mortal that no one remembers and act 2 is our time on Earth, no time during act two is the phrase heard 'happily ever after'".
Some General authority, the quote isn't right either I'll post the accurate one, and the authorities name in the comments.
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