Well this an odd turn of events, I had total plans to get home from the Christmas Dance and go pretend skate it up for maybe about in hour, and I got home and I was like "nah, nah, lets just go blog, it sounds nice to blog, yeah lets do that." Amazingly enough I totally followed through and I did have an amazing self dialouge and it deserved to be in quotations.
Lets just put this out there becuase it deserves to be put out there and it needs to be put out there right now. Its simple and maybe dramatic for most of our situations but its just great and positive and happy. and simple truth. "If you got to think twice about life, something really ain't right, you don't need no help, you can be better all by yourself" - Scott (Kid Cudi) Mescudi You just need to hear the whole song.
You know its pretty simple the dance was fun, my dancing sucks but it was still fun, and yet part of me still feels like I look somewhat cool when I do my horrible moves. Not going to lie either I was slaying it with my freestyle tonight, flow isn't the best, my rhyming doesn't always make sense but trust me I slayed it, just not very many people heard it... So don't worry my swaggerism, was pretty sweet, have to love a grey suit.
So why at the same time does it all feel so complex? I just don't know how to feel about growing up, I'm pretty excited to get out and do my own thing, but life now is pretty easy and just a ton of fun, and I'm always worried to be missing out on life. Oh well, random rants won't get anywhere.
Seriously though where is the snow? I feel like I can't get in the Christmas spirit. Its just not the same without snow and Christmas is only like 14 days away, goodness gracious, I need some snow I'm going to lose it, heck its freezing cold why not have some snow?
Man and Christmas spirit is what I'm really looking for right now, so friends look out for me, I need fires, Christmas songs, smiles, warm sweaters, movies and other great things. I also would like to continue to looking for something to do as some sort of service project with a group of friends, or something small, or just a bunch of small ideas, so if your looking for brainstorming oppertunity here it is. Yes I'm giving you the chance to do something for me, what else could you ask for.
Hope you've enjoyed I will try to give a focussed topic next time and spill my heart into it, other then that continue to be great and enjoying life.
Music
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
Holy Hannah
I just have so much to say (not that I've never said that before). Its true so much has happened, and I want to say a lot, and then I'm trying to decide what's actually good to say, inspirational, funny, something you don't already know, and just actually makes sense (I could live with something that doesn't make sense but sounds and feels so profound you just have to be awed by it). Lets just type and see where that takes me eh?
First off I apologize to those who like to hear from me and love to read this blog (love may be an overstatement, clearly I don't have enough love or I could turn blogging into a profession and 50,000 people would read my blog, approx. 10 sounds friendlier). So I am truly sorry its been since Oct. 9, that's way too long, not a sing post in November? Am I not even grateful? I kept feeling like posting and then I would get on and that desire was gone, my bad, wheres my drive at? Enough. We haven't even gotten to the meat of this post.
My new favorite and common fake swear are Snap Dragon, I do enjoy it, holy hannah takes a close second (the fact that both words star with an H is a plus for sure).
A few too many people read my personal essay for English, it clearly didn't get the message across, I don't think anyone will quite understand the weight of that story and what it means, words aren't emotions, even if they bring them out. Crazy stories anyway.
Now where I go from here I'm unsure where to go, in fact I didn't want to make the decision so I played a video Skateboard game, so I could think about that decision, I didn't really think about it. So lets just go with this.
I've felt lazy lately, I don't know what it is, I've been doing a lot. It just feels like I've missed out on somethings. See I've been playing a lot of sports with just about everybody and that's good because exercise is great. I need to stop babbling and try to find a great way to say this, but I can't find that so I'm just saying it. I need some service or something. But I just keep missing. I had total plans to help with Guadalupe and I just missed it? Its like it just snuck up, nobody talked to me about it, and I don't work for two weeks and then all of a sudden I have to work the day of the all important meeting, wish I heard that announcement, and yet I was still just lazy about not getting into it. See I want this great service opportunity but then I also don't feel like diving into something. Its weird I'm busy and doing a lot, but I feel lazy. Man basically there is no strong message here, what a waste Justin. And don't look at me like I'm just trying to get my life story out here and I have nothing better to do. I just really felt like this was going to go somewhere and it went nowhere. I could live if you didn't read this section but no point in deleting it. So basically find something hopefully I get my weird problems worked out. Not that these are really even problems. Maybe this will clear up one day, and I can tell you all about it.
PHEW, what was^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ that^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ all about? Man, I don't know if I've ever blogged or wrote anything so atrocious, comfort me if possible.
Anywho the best news is Cudi featuring in an awesome song, by Dia Frampton and let me tell you, its just straight up awesome. I've got some great Cudi lyrics that I love and adore but I'm not sure if I've ever heard more positive and uplifting lyrics from him, its a good song, and did I mention that Dia Frampton's part is amazing as well? Man isn't that crazy. Song drops the 6th. But here's a link to it.
http://blog.music.aol.com/2011/11/30/the-voice-dia-frampton-dont-kick-the-chair-feat-kid-cudi/
To add on to this awesome song is an awesome lyric video, it's very well put together and I would recommend reading them.
So my life story is over for now, I will try to blog more and get things in order. You all have a great and wonderful everything.
First off I apologize to those who like to hear from me and love to read this blog (love may be an overstatement, clearly I don't have enough love or I could turn blogging into a profession and 50,000 people would read my blog, approx. 10 sounds friendlier). So I am truly sorry its been since Oct. 9, that's way too long, not a sing post in November? Am I not even grateful? I kept feeling like posting and then I would get on and that desire was gone, my bad, wheres my drive at? Enough. We haven't even gotten to the meat of this post.
My new favorite and common fake swear are Snap Dragon, I do enjoy it, holy hannah takes a close second (the fact that both words star with an H is a plus for sure).
A few too many people read my personal essay for English, it clearly didn't get the message across, I don't think anyone will quite understand the weight of that story and what it means, words aren't emotions, even if they bring them out. Crazy stories anyway.
Now where I go from here I'm unsure where to go, in fact I didn't want to make the decision so I played a video Skateboard game, so I could think about that decision, I didn't really think about it. So lets just go with this.
I've felt lazy lately, I don't know what it is, I've been doing a lot. It just feels like I've missed out on somethings. See I've been playing a lot of sports with just about everybody and that's good because exercise is great. I need to stop babbling and try to find a great way to say this, but I can't find that so I'm just saying it. I need some service or something. But I just keep missing. I had total plans to help with Guadalupe and I just missed it? Its like it just snuck up, nobody talked to me about it, and I don't work for two weeks and then all of a sudden I have to work the day of the all important meeting, wish I heard that announcement, and yet I was still just lazy about not getting into it. See I want this great service opportunity but then I also don't feel like diving into something. Its weird I'm busy and doing a lot, but I feel lazy. Man basically there is no strong message here, what a waste Justin. And don't look at me like I'm just trying to get my life story out here and I have nothing better to do. I just really felt like this was going to go somewhere and it went nowhere. I could live if you didn't read this section but no point in deleting it. So basically find something hopefully I get my weird problems worked out. Not that these are really even problems. Maybe this will clear up one day, and I can tell you all about it.
PHEW, what was^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ that^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ all about? Man, I don't know if I've ever blogged or wrote anything so atrocious, comfort me if possible.
Anywho the best news is Cudi featuring in an awesome song, by Dia Frampton and let me tell you, its just straight up awesome. I've got some great Cudi lyrics that I love and adore but I'm not sure if I've ever heard more positive and uplifting lyrics from him, its a good song, and did I mention that Dia Frampton's part is amazing as well? Man isn't that crazy. Song drops the 6th. But here's a link to it.
http://blog.music.aol.com/2011/11/30/the-voice-dia-frampton-dont-kick-the-chair-feat-kid-cudi/
To add on to this awesome song is an awesome lyric video, it's very well put together and I would recommend reading them.
So my life story is over for now, I will try to blog more and get things in order. You all have a great and wonderful everything.
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