Where is the Snow?

Well this an odd turn of events, I had total plans to get home from the Christmas Dance and go pretend skate it up for maybe about in hour, and I got home and I was like "nah, nah, lets just go blog, it sounds nice to blog, yeah lets do that." Amazingly enough I totally followed through and I did have an amazing self dialouge and it deserved to be in quotations.

Lets just put this out there becuase it deserves to be put out there and it needs to be put out there right now. Its simple and maybe dramatic for most of our situations but its just great and positive and happy. and simple truth. "If you got to think twice about life, something really ain't right, you don't need no help, you can be better all by yourself" - Scott (Kid Cudi) Mescudi You just need to hear the whole song.

You know its pretty simple the dance was fun, my dancing sucks but it was still fun, and yet part of me still feels like I look somewhat cool when I do my horrible moves. Not going to lie either I was slaying it with my freestyle tonight, flow isn't the best, my rhyming doesn't always make sense but trust me I slayed it, just not very many people heard it... So don't worry my swaggerism, was pretty sweet, have to love a grey suit.
So why at the same time does it all feel so complex? I just don't know how to feel about growing up, I'm pretty excited to get out and do my own thing, but life now is pretty easy and just a ton of fun, and I'm always worried to be missing out on life. Oh well, random rants won't get anywhere.

Seriously though where is the snow? I feel like I can't get in the Christmas spirit. Its just not the same without snow and Christmas is only like 14 days away, goodness gracious, I need some snow I'm going to lose it, heck its freezing cold why not have some snow?

Man and Christmas spirit is what I'm really looking for right now, so friends look out for me, I need fires, Christmas songs, smiles, warm sweaters, movies and other great things. I also would like to continue to looking for something to do as some sort of service project with a group of friends, or something small, or just a bunch of small ideas, so if your looking for brainstorming oppertunity here it is. Yes I'm giving you the chance to do something for me, what else could you ask for.

Hope you've enjoyed I will try to give a focussed topic next time and spill my heart into it, other then that continue to be great and enjoying life.

Holy Hannah

I just have so much to say (not that I've never said that before). Its true so much has happened, and I want to say a lot, and then I'm trying to decide what's actually good to say, inspirational, funny, something you don't already know, and just actually makes sense (I could live with something that doesn't make sense but sounds and feels so profound you just have to be awed by it). Lets just type and see where that takes me eh?

First off I apologize to those who like to hear from me and love to read this blog (love may be an overstatement, clearly I don't have enough love or I could turn blogging into a profession and 50,000 people would read my blog, approx. 10 sounds friendlier). So I am truly sorry its been since Oct. 9, that's way too long, not a sing post in November? Am I not even grateful? I kept feeling like posting and then I would get on and that desire was gone, my bad, wheres my drive at? Enough. We haven't even gotten to the meat of this post.

My new favorite and common fake swear are Snap Dragon, I do enjoy it, holy hannah takes a close second (the fact that both words star with an H is a plus for sure).

A few too many people read my personal essay for English, it clearly didn't get the message across, I don't think anyone will quite understand the weight of that story and what it means, words aren't emotions, even if they bring them out. Crazy stories anyway.

Now where I go from here I'm unsure where to go, in fact I didn't want to make the decision so I played a video Skateboard game, so I could think about that decision, I didn't really think about it. So lets just go with this.

I've felt lazy lately, I don't know what it is, I've been doing a lot. It just feels like I've missed out on somethings. See I've been playing a lot of sports with just about everybody and that's good because exercise is great. I need to stop babbling and try to find a great way to say this, but I can't find that so I'm just saying it. I need some service or something. But I just keep missing. I had total plans to help with Guadalupe and I just missed it? Its like it just snuck up, nobody talked to me about it, and I don't work for two weeks and then all of a sudden I have to work the day of the all important meeting, wish I heard that announcement, and yet I was still just lazy about not getting into it. See I want this great service opportunity but then I also don't feel like diving into something. Its weird I'm busy and doing a lot, but I feel lazy. Man basically there is no strong message here, what a waste Justin. And don't look at me like I'm just trying to get my life story out here and I have nothing better to do. I just really felt like this was going to go somewhere and it went nowhere. I could live if you didn't read this section but no point in deleting it. So basically find something hopefully I get my weird problems worked out. Not that these are really even problems. Maybe this will clear up one day, and I can tell you all about it.

PHEW, what was^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ that^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ all about? Man, I don't know if I've ever blogged or wrote anything so atrocious, comfort me if possible.

Anywho the best news is Cudi featuring in an awesome song, by Dia Frampton and let me tell you, its just straight up awesome. I've got some great Cudi lyrics that I love and adore but I'm not sure if I've ever heard more positive and uplifting lyrics from him, its a good song, and did I mention that Dia Frampton's part is amazing as well? Man isn't that crazy. Song drops the 6th. But here's a link to it.

http://blog.music.aol.com/2011/11/30/the-voice-dia-frampton-dont-kick-the-chair-feat-kid-cudi/

To add on to this awesome song is an awesome lyric video, it's very well put together and I would recommend reading them.

So my life story is over for now, I will try to blog more and get things in order. You all have a great and wonderful everything.

Seven Plus or Minus Two

Hmmm... So I've been tagged to share seven random facts about myself... I'm not sure if I totally know what this thing is so I'm going to wing it. So we're totally going on a wing it basis. I'm also awfully concerned I'm sure you people all dream about seven random facts to share about yourselves but I have no idea what to post! Wing wing wing...

• I just barely started to dream of true aggiing(s.p, then again you can't spell non-existent words) until I learned what Carli did to the statue.
• One of the most upsetting things to me is when I hear an awesome song and I can never find out what it is and never find it again. Yeah I hate it.
• In the days of my youth I was a cry baby.
• I'm far too sensitive for a high school boy whom loves sports.
• I'm VL and soooooo proud! Oh man I just belong in Provo, which my sister would totally kill me if I went there.
• I'm the most secure, insecure person I know, its really a crazy complex and I'm not sure if I want to give details but maybe one day I will.
• I think people are idiots who ask me if I liked my decision of choosing Viewmont over Davis. 2 reasons why: 1. Some of them are Davis Parents who think I'm an idiot for choosing Viewmont 2. Because I've never actually been the Davis and can't truly compare but yes I do love Viewmont.
• Sometimes I dream of being an MVP football or basketball player, and sometimes being the really outgoing, funny, nice, dreamy, cool awesome person in high school whom everybody knows and loves. But who needs those things.

Yeah that's right, I posted 8 facts. What can I say... RULE BREAKER. Gosh I'm Bad! Provo would never accept me. Really I'm sorry that was a pretty lame list, but you know what that was pretty awesome if I do say so myself.
I tag: Morgan, Miriam, Abi, and Rachel (Although I can't read that blog because I've not yet been invited and I believe I need to be to be able to read it).

P.S. Seven plus or minus two is the general amount of list items that humans can store in their short term memory, (ever wonder why phone numbers are seven digits?) That's just a little AP Psych study help for those who will need it.

3%

ITS the 50th post, I feel like I get confetti, screaming, cheering, and a load of cash. Sadly I realize I get nothing, thanks anyway.

Facts of 3: (I like Google)

• The letters A F H K N Y Z are all made out of 3 lines.


• Oaths are traditionally repeated 3 times.


• It is a prime number

My Facts of 3: (as they come to my head)

• 333 x 2= 666 the devil's number. darn 3's would be associated with evil.


• 3 kids my parents do have.


• Play Station has 3 consoles.


• The longer I stare at 3 the more and more it looks like a perfect top to a heart.

I promise to shake things up, this was going to be just a deep post but I have to get the goofy in with the serious so you have insanely pointless facts on three. Not the number just three.

So let me tell you what 3 is. More importantly 3% I had this awesome meeting at work where we discussed life, and importantly family life. Now the funny thing is that 3% does not come from this meeting it comes from another meeting. But after this meeting I feel like inspiration hit harder then it has ever before. It was time to go home and get to the doing. The frustrating thing is that a dear friend of mine can't get it through their head that if they did a few things, their life would be so much better and happier, but they are too (explicitave) stubborn. Of course it many deep and meaningful lessons have come to my mind that could be shared. But this one has stayed stuck in my head as I've thought about it.

In Psychology or truly called Directed Studies, the class had a pretty awesome and spirited sub. Of course she mentioned a title of a book that is purely awesome "Mistakes Were Made, but Not By Me" whoosh, just think about that. Training from day one has taught us some consequences are bad and taking responsibility seems to be one of those. It is far too easy to put things off and put them on other people, its a nasty word called; BLAME. We love it, makes our lives so much easier and puts our minds at rest. The more lies you tell yourself the more you believe your lies. No matter how small or insignificant we blame others.

The 3% club (amazing huh? now its a club). Is the 3% of the entire population who take responsibility for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING that happens to them. They are also supposedly the most successful people in this world. Think about that, as anything that happens to you it is your responsibility, no blame on anyone or anything else. The power that you give yourself is insane. I hope not to explain it but for you to think it out and understand it.

It Is Ten O Clock

on a monday august twenty ninth and im in directed studies with whitlock and done with all the homework i can currently do. and im frustrated because i still have much to do tonight and i cant do any special characters or captilize when i blog on my phone. at least i can blog on my phone. i dont know what to blog about because i currently feel like a dipwod for either no reason or for reasons not telling. either way if your upset or mad at me then im sorry and you know who you are. and if you think its you while your reading this then your wrong. either way im sorry or im not sorry or there is no reason to be sorry. so if you get it you get it if you dont you dont.

in other news ive been thinking about follower shout outs which i do from time to time and i havent done ine for abi who has to deal with this crappy looking post. real considerate guy arent i? but its been bugging me that i havent got it done yet and this down time seems to be a good time to do it. so nice words are nice words no matter how crappy they look. i mean lets be honest i dont enlarge text, highlight words and make things look pretty anyway.

so shoutout to abi. they start weird and get nice i think.

i was going to make a rap but i had too much to say. or it just sucked i dono.

for the longest time i thought your blog title was elepanies, it kind of sounds like elephant panties. that is rather insane of me to think your blog title was elepanies, i was just lazy and never really looked close enough.

abi is extremely nice and even though sometimes i get confused by what the heck she is talking about when she talks to me. she is just nice

she use to always say hi to me last year when i didnt know many kids in my adult roles class. of which i now know what the roles of an adult are and can be an adult if i so choose to be one.

so just know abi is really nice and crazy and thats that.

Ahhhhhh

So my blog always seems to have troubles of one sort or another. Remember when I had to use bullets to space things out? I do, but now it seems to me that I cannon comment on my own posts. I don't know whats wrong and why it is being so dumb but I am terribly sorry and fed up that I always have wacked out problems. I would much rather have to use bullets then not be able to comment back.... Oh well I have other things to talk about real quick today.

Media needs to stay out of court cases I've decided. After reading just a few articles, watching a few videos, and reading a lot of article headings of the Casey Anthony trial, the media needs to stay out. Now from what I've read the story is pretty sad and messed up put simply but we've created a judical system that we love to brag about and think is so great. And yet when a verdict is reach that we disagree with, when all we are reading is the MEDIA's account of it all, rather then actually being there we have a break down. What I'm specifically talking about is the fact that now Casey Anthony and the jury are in fear of people, thank goodness the jury did what they thought was right rather then let the voice of the many, who know very little convince them of what is right and wrong. No one should have to be in fear after they are said to be "not guilty", So it is my opinon and my hope that one day the media is out of court cases and once decisions are made that is the end of that unless new evidence is presented. Of course with double jepordady new evidence against Anthony really means squat in this case but you get my point. So I am willing to put aside my snobish, nosey, wanting information American self to see people have some peace in their lives.

Its All Fresh, but It MAY Not Be All New

Of course you must of noticed the new music! Its about time! I didn't get every song on that I love right now cause I don't know all the song names, doesn't that suck? I tried playlist which was slightly disappointing cause I couldn't get every song I wanted but I was sick of the other playlists because I could never find any normal versions of the songs.

A quick sorry, to anybody who may hate some of these songs because of radio repetition, (see I rarely listen to radio so I don't know when songs are overplayed). So that's why I may post very popular songs. I'm mostly speaking on account of "pumped up kicks" which sounds like it could be a very popular song. Sounds upbeat and catchy, summer song, lyrics are pretty sad though... Pretty sad and powerful I guess.

So here is a playlist shout out to................ "Ghost!" by A Kid Named Cudi, which is actually album, my bad. But here are zee lyrics. Never mind apparently I can't copy and paste to this post and I really don't feel like typing the lyrics out... So do me one of two favors, listen really well or look up the lyrics. It is a pretty awesome song and I really like the lyrics, just a good song.

In other news I watched a commercial, and it was trying to prove a product worked. So they had people saying what they thought. You know what here is the situation. People walk into this nasty looking room blindfolded, I mean nasty it looks like its burnt and just gross. Then glade smell good circular odor eliminating room cleaner, ma-zapper sits in there and people think its some homey place because it smells just so gosh dolly darn good. Well that's besides the point because at the bottom of the screen while it shows the people smelling it says "real people, not actors". What is that all about? Is this commercial right? Are actors born? Are they their own species? Are they just plain out monsters? I didn't know actors were real people! That just never occurred to me. Pffft. Commercial makers are dumb.

No Reason

That is the EXACT reason why I chose to blog today! Na seriously I have no reason for blogging today other then the fact that I felt like it, (last night) so today is the day I posted for feeling like blogging last night.
At first I felt like blogging about something deep, ooooooo you know something just mind blowing, or really makes you think about your life, or just captivates your interest with my opinions on life.
Once again that idea quickly left my mind, didn't feel like it you know? There was just no feeling to do something like that. So I came back to ground 1 What to blog about? That is where I continue to be right now.

So is the post all about, what I was trying to decide what to blog about? Could be, I'm just sitting here typing til something hits me what to blog about.

So all I have to say is live right now and enjoy the moment. I've passed A.P. exams to get college credit and I ask myself today, do I want to, or am I going to go to college? Really I do. Cause I'm thinking I have some other directions to go in my life. Don't be stupid, prepare for the future but really go do some wacky stuff and have some fun I guess. I do just so I have something to tell my grandchildren and youth that I did some sweet stuff as a kid. Now thats a good way to prepare for the future. So in honesty I hate to be cheesy cause I feel this kind of stuff is waaaaaayyyy to cheesy. Its just the first thing that came to my head and is true, so yeah enjoy it why don't ya?

Good news: Seeing as how about only a 1/3 of my songs still play on the my player I'm going to update it.

Last but not least: Have nothing going on tonight? Didn't get invited to any Harry Potter premiere? I have an offer come to the Bountiful Farmer's market this evening. Come buy some sweet Utah or Byu stickers or t-shirts. Tell your friends and family. Bonus: You'll probably get to see me there, having a great time.

Have a wonderfully fantastic day.

Of Course If I dropped the Ball...

I would most likely lose the game. You know sometimes you just drop the ball but thets just dropping the ball that's just a turnover, I have to use the word "just" lightly in that sentence because turnovers are bad, there is nothing you can do worse on offense then turn the ball over. Back on track anyway is the fact that when you say way to drop the ball your talking about something on a much larger scale, such as the game. In fact its a great new saying I say, reminds me of the days of "coach" in honesty. But really dropping the ball is no good. Of course dropping the ball and a turnover could only happen in basketball unless its the fourth down in football, it can happen in a lot of sports really...

So let me write a story because I feel like writing a story.

A kid was playing a game of football, well more then one kid was playing actually 22 were on the field at one time. This kid played on the offense as a receiver, (the guys catching the balls, usually). Well this was no average game, this was a big game you know. A Championship of sorts, time was running out and his team was losing, a big play was needed to get them in scoring distance to win this game. The play was set up beautifully the offensive line blocked well, the safety took 3 steps the wrong way and covered the tight end, and the kid ran a beautiful post, blowing past the cornerback, with nothing but a wide open field and green grass ahead of him. The ball was thrown and it spiraled perfectly the kid had done everything perfectly so far, (its not always easy running routes that blow past all state cornerbacks) but as the ball was coming into his diamond shaped hands he turned his head looking downfield and dropped the ball. Losing all hope of winning this game. See he made a fundamental mistake "always catch the ball before you start to turn downfield. So after doing everything close to perfect he had to return to where he started, the line of scrimmage. How? The crazy thing it was simple, and he had to totally restart everything, the only thing he could hope to take from it, was a powerful lesson.

That is the end of this quick story I just thought up, maybe everything in this story stands for something, a giant metaphor of sorts, maybe it was just for fun, maybe its because I was waiting for a download to finish. Maybe it happens to be all of the above. Whatever it is will be mine to know, just don't drop the ball, or at least learn from dropping the ball.

English told me writers don't ever write to just write they always have meaning behind their writing, I think that's true in a sense but writers like to just write, rain storms don't always have to mean anything you know, what I'm saying is I'm sure writers have written stories that are just stories and they mean everything that they say and that's it; no assuming.

(Really this wasn't a true story all made up). I wouldn't be surprised if its happened before though.

Okay and one last great piece of news, I have another follower! Yahoo I've never pushed people to follow my blog, for two reasons 1. I want my blog to be people I mostly feel okay saying "deeper" things about and there really isnt a number 2. or maybe because its just not my style to push those type of things. Either way feel better about yourselves cause I just might be a little insecure about people not enjoying what I post, but no fake love, all right? I'm not a fan of the fake love, "love your post!" or anything fake anyway.

That's it, keep it snappy, ya hear?

Oh My Goodness Gracious What Happened!?

Well there is quite a story let me drag out the past few hours that I have experienced.
First, set the alarm clock for 4:30 for what ever reason I swear the alarm didn't go off.
Woke up at 5:30 (on my own) and scrambled to write a blog maybe only missing one hour you know, or it was going to be a sad "I screwed up" post. Fell Asleep in the middle of trying to get that post started, man how crazy.
Woke up at 7:20 Had to be in a hurry cause I had to go put flags up (Independence Day you know)... Got home went on a great bike ride, I almost forgot I could still have fun on a cross country bike. Got home, showered the dog, bikes, and lawn mower. Now I'm here at 11:00 with everything screwed up.
Maybe this was just a one try go at it thing, maybe I'll have to totally restart 24 posts, Maybe I'll just retry blogging in the middle of the night, (thats hard because your not crazy cause your with nobody your just tired, want sleep, and can't think of any ideas). I guess only time will tell what happens next, this is the first time you have no clue whats going on.

Its that Hour

So I feel like I've talked this hour up you know? I kept saying "you know I can't wait for what's going to happen at 3:00". Or stuff along this line. You know I'm just not feeling as tired and or crazy as I thought would be. You know I thought ideas would be pouring out of my mind. Just cause I was tired and thought I would be feeling that sort of crazy ideas. Maybe the point is that I'm just tired and I'm just so delirous and I don't know whats truly going on.





All I know is that some how I got to some news channel and they just need to slow down and calm down about these things, they were just all lit up about the Casey Anthony Trial, it was insane. Which is a really sad story, kind of why I avoid the news its just too depressing, maybe I just feel ignornace is bliss, or maybe its smart living who knows.





But lets lighten up right? Its 3:00, the Fourth of July and we are ready to party with fireworks and bbq's right? If you have any exciting plans you should comment on this one, let me know whats going on. Also a little shout out to a follower, wish I was in a condo is Washington, thats pretty sweet.

My computer just had a very interesting random restart and I just stared at it a little shocked and awed but see its okay cause I just stared at very patiently at the same time, and things got better once I remembered that this thing saves drafts every like second, I love that automatic draft saving its really incredible, and a life saver.

And lets just wrap it up with a question. Does anybody have any sort of crazy ideas for a road trip, not places to go but things to do to make everything unique maybe film something, just kicking loooking for ideas possibly maybe, please and thank you.

Man That Came up So Fast

That was some quick sleep and that was just some of the first of all the spastic sleep that I would be getting tonight. All thought its all good fun and werid things like that right? I mean I;ll be having all kinds of good feelings cause I go plenty of sleep and rest and feel goods.

You know this was a much larger task then I expected because it feels like I'm so far into this thing but really I've got a long way to go I'm not even half way yet. But its all good I'm still feeling so good anyway. Something like that anyway.

The question is are you coming in at half time totally confused? Really if you are just letting you know I'm blogging every hour for 24 hours. 24 posts. That and don't think I'm staying up for 24 hours straight thats just wack.

This post is all like a progress report, be back in a short bit.

Out of my Head

And on to the page is how most of my writing is done pretty interesting right?
See my philosphy on life is a little different. Is a Mormon with a little jack a good thing? Or are they just not obedient enough? You see I wasn't totally raised in a strong active family as a kid and its given me different perspectives and I'm thank-ful for that. See to me its whats important. Be a good person, service, love, drop the judgement, produce, improve, work hard. Ect. ect. What I'm trying to say is that I watch an R Rated movie every once in a while. Now I try to choose ones with good stories, because R Rated movies can have some really good stories, that just connect to humans, to life, LDS or not. Books are the same way.

Quick story about my sweet mother. One night she was about to leave for book club and she was a little worried. The book she had chosen had a small "f" word tangent because the boy in the book is autistic. She was worried because she had a feeling not all of the ladies would read the book, so we kind of talked about this sort of thing. She kind of summed it up in a good way on how I feel about these sort of things and she said something along the lines of "you know its just life." The book had to be sad, being an autistic child, and I wonder if we close ourselves off to inspirational or things we can connect to because of swears or content. I loved "the Catcher in the Rye" I connected with the kid as a teenager and agreed with lots of things he said, including that its hard to find peace cause people will write "f" you everywhere you go.

As I go on I'm not sure if this post makes any sense what so ever at all. I just kind of had to blurt things out and get them out there. Cause see here is where my problem gets down to really good faithful memers. I feel sometimes that people are so focussed on things like swearing, movies, church, that they become blind to judgement, love and forgiveness. I've seen wards breed competion within themselves. Now I feel sort of bad because in a way I'm just returning reverse judgement, but I just feel strongly about it. Now I'm not saying thats what always happens but I feel I see it a lot. I mean is it really a big deal if I play a sport with my family on a Sunday, isn't that family time? Bonding, strengthening? Does that really feel like breaking the Sabbath?

I don't know its complicated, life is complicated, and I hope I don't offend anyone or hurt any feelings. In the church way they are right, the Prophet has said to stray away from R Rated movies so that really puts me in the wrong. Its hard and as I said it is complicated, and maybe its not maybe for the simple truth I am simply. Wrong.

Either way I am me and that is who I am, nobody is meer then me, right? Thanks Dr. Seuss. I will change and who knows what the future me holds, but hopefully I continue to change from good and improve in my life whether I read bad books or not. As I said I hope no one is offended, hurt, or worried about me for that matter.

If so I'm sorry but don't worry too much about things, and don't be too hard on yourselves, you can always improve and constant improvement is the best you can do. Enjoy life really, its not as hard as people make it seem to be. Maybe I'm just ignorant.

Really though thanks to my parents for the differnet perspectives on life that I have I appreciate that. Love you guys.

Fourth of July

Now I was just thinking of some things I wanted to blog about, more like talk about in a way I guess but first things first. It is the Fourth of July, Independance Day (good movie) you know the works its a good day. Can't say I've always been the most patriotic, I love my country in a way and I'm grateful for the freedoms I am able to enjoy I really am. I suppose I'm going to keep this one short, I really don't have much to say. Just a thank-y0u to the forefathers and our troops today who sacrficed and are sacrificing for me and us, even if we don't understand the fight at least a thank you for all the sacrifice is deserved.

Hope you have a good fun, fireworky day today, and enjoy yourselves.

Happy Fourth of July.

The Titles So Far

Have had almost close to nothing to do with the posts themselves. Maybe I should work on that. Or just keep doing what I'm doing because what I'm doing is what I do. Or what I'm doing is what I'm doing which becomes what I did, so what I do is like combining a futrue and past tense. You assume that what you did in the past is what you will continue to do in the future. Bet English didn't teach you that do is somewhat in the past. You know I did say assume though and you know what they say about ass u me inging. Happy to announce that the 11:00 hour post seems to be the first bit of a little crazy one. Its not even 3 yet.

Moving on to other and slightly less and or more exciting things. I was talking to someone about blogging for 24 hours, while getting ready to blog how exciting! Yup that's right it was slash is Morgan Coles. (still no guys follow my blog, better question do normal guys even blog? Ones that like looking at the chick from Transformers, better question do normal teenage guys blog? and Finially that first "better question" couldn't really be a better question because there was no questino before it). And thats how you use parenthesis. Parenthesis is one of those words I really have to break down in my head to spell. Par-ent-the-sis. Same with "chocolate" to spell it I always broke it down it to coco with an h and then late, late as in the fancy coffee ish stuff you know?

Back on track: Creativity! While talking to Morgan I got a blog post idea. While talking she told me she would think about the 24 hour thing, (even after she read the post about getting on the horse and doing things, can you believe that!?) She told me she had to "Organize this Chaos" and think out 24 post ideas. I totally believe she would do that cause I know Morgan rather well. Or at least I think I do. So I could gripe about how she isn't using TRUE creativty in her blogs cause she isn't just letting what comes to her come to her but I could also be satisfyed that I'm sure her 24 posts will be themed and connect in some way and that would be pretty neat to see. So depends on what you like Justin chaos who writes the first thing that comes to his head and doesn't revise or Morgan who is nice and organized; I personally like both. Hannah Montanah is right about the whole best of both worlds thing.

So yeah true creativity to me is that first thing that hits you and you just run with it. I like that creativity in writing because I can write those things. Less so Art because my ablitities in drawing things really limit my awesome ideas. So yeah try some creative things, try going with the flow once or twice, try going camping the same day you have the idea of going camping, creativity and just doing it kind of go hand in hand. Be a little spastic a little crazy, you know and have fun with it. Maybe camping has nothing to do with creativity. But really live a little looser sure I'm super busy but if I get an idea to go do something with little notice I like to do it.

So thats it lets cut it off before all ideas and other things cease to exist and I'm tired of blogging already into the fifth hour, so we shall cut it off here for now until the next hour. The question I'm really exited for is what lies around the bend at 3:00, I hope its exciting and I'm a little cooky. Good night normal people going to be by 11:00

Back to The Promised

So as I said earlier I would be giving a free review of the new Transformers movie, honestly I enjoyed this movie and I thought it was very good. I think the jokes didn't try as hard as the last one and really made me laugh, granted there was just some stupid stuff in there that sometimes I just don't understand. So yes sometimes I think they tried too hard.

Sadly a part I just couldn't seem to enjoy was the scene with Ken Jeong (S.P.) maybe known as Senor Chang to readers. I love him because he's a crazy actor and I thought his scenes were pretty funny but my family didn't really seem to enjoy them so it was hard to laugh (another psychology thing), but really if you know him as the crazy actor he is you'll enjoy him when he is in the movie.

Storyline was much better, I really enjoyed the humans didn't actually seem so defenseless it felt like they could actually do something and that felt like a nice change for me, cause I always feel like they have no hope. I can't totally explain the storyline for fear of giving things away because my favorite part of this movie is the ending, maybe we can discuss it one on one sometime, the story at the end just seemed more dramatic in a way. I don't know how to put it, I just enjoyed it.

Last complaint is the girl. Now as much as I love looking at her, (really lets remember the nature thing, blogged about it not too long ago). Really I do, fake or not she is pretty attractive sorry if that is shallow. I would love this story so much more if either the girl was dropped or the love story didn't feel so shallow. This whole their in love thing doesn't really connect for me, it just feels phony, she is just there to look at. Maybe I'm the only abnormal male out there who thinks this (besides gays, and holy people) but really it just felt stupid.

In ending to this review go see it, hope you enjoy it as much as I did, and maybe take me with you I really want to enjoy Ken's part and laugh some more.

Another one down.

Spell check done, no spelling errors, but that doesn't mean no grammar errors, takes too long to reread and check those things you know, just enjoy it for what it is.

Almost Missed

I almost missedthe nine a clock post time but I am still within the hour. I was busy watching a couple episodes of the Miniseries called The Pacific with my father. Pretty great war movie series but woudn't recommend it for everyone.

Also sorry about my rushed and almost hurtsome tone on the last post but man was I in a hurry and trying to get the message across about getting things done, so get them done.

Anyway it appears to be that the best posts will be in the middle of the night because I won't be so busy, but note this post a mission accomplished, if there is nothing to be taken out of it know that it was an accomplishment.

Or take away that I'm telling Carli that I want to know all of that comment that she was going to post on my first post that happened a little while ago, the slowing things down one, yeah I really want that comment.

Change of Plans

This has to be a quick one cause something just came up and if I don't post now I'll miss my chance to blog this hour.

This quick post is doing things. If you have a goal or have something to be done get off your ass and do it. Excuse me but I've learned in life thats how things get done. No "oh I'll start tomorrow" "there's always tomorrow" stop with that load of bull. Stop making excuses and start doing things. Thats really it if you want to run a marathon start running now, its simple. Go do it.

Challenge if you have anything you've been wanting to do, when you read this post if it is at all possible go do it right now, if not now as soon as possible.

See you soon.

Well I'm Doing It

I'm not sure exactly why, the more I've thought about it the more I've realized how pointless it is. I mean really I'm losing sleep to blog about things most people don't care about, won't make a major difference. You know the usue, that's a sweet short way to put the usual. I don't even know if you will read 24 blog posts, that's a lot of reading.

Either way I'm doing it and here are the rules.

• A blog must be posted every hour within the hour.


• Not every post will be a long message but lets not have me do a sentence every post that's lame.


• Anyone can join in on this blogging palooza whenever they want if they want.


• That's really it, not really any rules.

So yeah hope I enjoy at least some of these posts.

By the way this does count as the first one.

Also this is a call out for all the people who have gotten lazy and busy on blogging, get on it, don't be a Justin.

Next blog is the new Transformers review.

The Day I Blog Every Hour for 24 Hours

yeah so i think that should happen, i mean sure each post soukdnt be crazy elaborate, but that would be kind of fun if you ask me. lots of great things to say and do, i guess i would have to do it on a weekend because of work maybe if i dont work monday i do a sunday monday thing. yeah i should do that, just to do that you know, just to do it so hopefukky this isnt just some hopeful idea. ill do it then, by the way my phone wont let me capitalize in this actual blog, kind of weird. so get use to that cause a twenty four hour blog will probably need some cell phone posting. anyway i will see you all when i see you all and hopefully you get way too much of my life or advice and or thinking anyway goodbye now.

It Appears...

That as I have been distracted from my blogging I haven't been the only one. Not that all of you faithful bloggers have been distracted but it seems a chunk of you have. Not that I follow many blogs in the first place. So anyway my hope in this blog is to brake the chunk of time that I haven't blogged in a while. Its a pretty good seeing as how this blog is posted, so that's great news. The funny thing is this blog hasn't actually been posted, but as your reading it sure will be, so I'm actually writing in the future tense, in a way. Just goes to show that the past, present, and future are all occurring at the same time. (that is actually happening, right?)

Summer has been good just been pretty busy. I'm in Escalante right now doing some amazing canyonering and it has been absolute amazing and I have had a fantastic time. Life just feels good when you slowed it down and it has been getting me thinking about life its just amazing, you should all just try to get outdoors more often, especially sun setting nature walks with your dog, (just discussed flash mobs with family) man blogging around family is amazing, I can just always tell you what is going on. But yeah really life is good, I brought my music on that walk and just decided nah, this nature is too awesome. IF that makes sense and you have a great respect for nature. This blog is all just starting to make less sense. Just know that I love Nature and slowing my life down, hence I'm blogging, ding! Not to mention on that walk some attractive ladies in a car waved at me, Nature right? Actually I only saw one of them in the car but Psychology says we tend to hang out with others at about the same attractiveness level as ourselves, so I'm just assuming they were all attractive, plus I'm in the middle of nowhere no need to be picky. Also maybe Psychology is wrong I hang out with Ryan Stubbs and he is way too good looking for me.

Anyway I hope things all make more sense, so you know I thought I had more to say but this feels like its about it. I hope everything is great, and I love you guys remind me to kind of write on phonies, maybe cause I seem to be one and I'm sure we all are phonies in a way but lets log off with the great feeling of Nature life and Man. Because man is really small.

Also as I narrowed down what I want in a wife she is going to unfortunately not be a member of the Church, either that or I'm going to have to be really lucky, don't let worry you really, but yeah we will have to see how that goes.

Really though man is small.

My Goal is to Create Interesting Blog Titles

Without them being too long. That and I seem to like to create titles that lead into first line of the post, whats up with that? I hope I succeed at creativeness. Carli I once read a post of yours a while back about censorship and we had a small chat about it as I recall, just wanted to let you know that I feel that same way sometimes... Finally I did have some sort of interesting inspiration to share and now it seems like I have nothing to say. It seems to be that sometimes life needs to be lived and acted upon rather than searching for "self-improvement" The problem with that theory is that it might be an attempt at inspiration and advice. So it too would have to be ignored. Sorry.

Sorry About the Bullets

That's a really intriguing title I wish this was a real blog post... But it isn't and that makes me really sad, now when you read the blog below you may be asking yourself "why is everything bulleted?" Well it is simple for some reason I try to space out my paragraphs but then when I post everything gets mushed together. Using bullets was my way of solving this problem and trust me bullets look a lot better then it all just being one mashed together thing, I couldn't even imagine trying to read that...

• Sorry,


• The Management

Again I post

• Whoo back to back days! Someone has time on their hands! Yeah that's right its muah!


• But really I have a lot to say tonight so I hope I remember it all and you enjoy it.


• So I've found it pretty crazy to find old photos on Facebook, and then I go through all the comments and I don't even remember saying those words, its crazy how we just forget those things but they are up there. Man you grow up and you change a lot from what you use to be, I think it has a lot to do with situations, but you do grow up a lot and change. Heck it even happened five seconds ago when I posted on topics I don't even remember posting. Memories are a precious thing and I hope I remember a lot of them. Of course if I don't I won't remember them and therefore can't really regret forgetting them because I don't remember them, catch my drift?


• General Conference was amazing, as always, I really needed it, and it really inspired me to actually do something. It was just really good and I thought it stuck to a lot of basics, which in all honestly I could use. Didn't see it all? I really really suggest Elder Oaks talk on desires, Saturday Afternoon, that was what I needed to hear, and its basic in a way but very strong. Now if you feel inspired let me throw advice out and do something about the inspirations you felt. In the words of President Uctdorf, "Somewhere along the lines our "do it switch" gets switched to later."


• You know what else I have really noticed a lot of? People are so good at finding what they are looking for. Its something we are so amazing at we find what we are looking for, we only listen to things that confirm our previous beliefs, and I mean beliefs in a sense other then testimonies. In fact there is a term in Psychology for it kind of, evidence that supports our beliefs we use but great one's against them we reject. I feel like we limit our growth in this way. If we are so focused on finding things we already believe in we shut ourselves down. If you don't open yourself up to other things then you just limit yourself. Learn from things you know your struggling in. Gall I don't even know if I'm getting the message across that I'm trying to. So I'm just going to finish with something different, if you are looking for misery in your life, you WILL find it, look for happiness in your current situation, its surprising how much of life is a psychological battle with ourselves.


• And may I ask something where in the heavens did "Fam Damily" come from? Cause I could of sworn I use to say this, and now I have heard a few different people say it, and I'm a little weary of crediting myself with the discovery. I learned also in Psych that our memories of events can change, so it is possible I have created a memory of discovering Fam Damily, when it wasn't even my idea. How crazy is that!? Well anyway if anyone knows where it comes from help me out.


• Someone inspire me to update my music on this blog, 1. A lot of it won't play anymore. 2. its outdated and needs a change. So really if anyone can get my lazy butt up and updating that, do it. Okay? Thanks.


• As far as I still know today only girls read my blog, not that I don't love you guys, just a little sad that I can't get any guy readers, then again, maybe I just don't have the right guy friends, ha ha well, I've always been a little different.

Ever Want to Post and Have Nothing To Post?

I know it happens to me and I'm usually smart enough to say to myself, "Now Justin you have nothing to say, so just don't post" At the time I usually exit and forget about it, all turns out well, but tonight will be a little different. Went to the Lakers game with my sister Friday night, and the sum it up the first half was fun, and the Jazz really frustrate me.

1. There are a lot of Laker fan's in Utah, and they are all more arrogant then the team they cheer for, its bad enought to be a star and full of yourself but when you aren't even doing anything, I mean they act like their the ones playing the game...


2. The guys behind my cackled like hyenas.


3. The NBA needs to start a serious crack down on flopping, for the most part I agree that its part of the game and everyone does it, but man have you ever seen Pau Gasol, his flopping is absolutely redicious, and I've seen a lot of them get called before.


4. Flop is faking a foul, in a nutshell.


5. Other than that good comeback Lakers. I still dislike you.

Here Lies Justin There once was a kid, Who was a little goofy (and weird) Who didn’t belong to any group But tried to be friends with many. He seemed to have a good balance, Working as hard as he could But still taking time with friends and family. It kept his time really pressed But that seems to be the way he liked it. The kid was a classy clown Who had kids a laughing, But he liked to serve as well Just like Mother Teresa. Of course he wasn’t perfect, But that’s beside the point.

Here is my epitaph for when I move on from this life, I wrote it pretty quickly (thats why its pretty bad) but for some reason I felt like sharing some nice poetry.

Spring Break is this week, I'm just going to enjoy it, hope you do as well, unless of course it isn't your Sprink Break.

Driving Behind a Mustang Going 25 MPH in a 30 Zone

Now thats frustrating. I should of taken a picture (obviously you couldn't see how fast the mustang was going, or I could of taken a picture of the spedometer, now were thinking...) That just made me want to get a camera, I need to just start capturing lots of photos of random things in my life. Lupe Fiasco's new Album Lasers came out a little while ago man thats a darn good album, here are some of my favorite lyrics.

From "Black Everything"

Uh, and I know it’s just a fantasy I cordially invite you to ask why can’t it be?

Now we can do nothing bout the past

But we can do something about the future that we have

We can make fast or we can make it last

Every woman Queenin’ and every man a Kingin’

When those color lines come we can’t see between

We just close our eyes ’til it’s all black every-THING!

That song might be worth checking out the whole song. Pretty cool rewrite on history even if it wouldn't happen that way.

From "Till I Get There"

I'mma keep it cool, and I'mma do me

It is what it is and that's how it's gon' be

Until I get there

Until I get there

And yeah I got flaws, I know I'm not perfect

But all ups and downs, will soon be worth it

When I get there

When I get there

Now thats not really all, its quite a good album but thats all I'm taking your time up for.

Have you heard? I'm really quite excited for summer, sorry if that gets repetitive but I just have that anxious feeling of one awesome summer!

Well I suppose that is all for tonight, I hope you guys enjoy your nights and such and hopefully I'll see you all around.

Expect More

So I've basically decided I'm going to start blogging more again. Who knows why I'm so interested in restarting this practice. I haven't even been reading blogs in a while, I had to catch up on reading all of my friend's blogs. (Sorry Miriam for not giving any advice on what you should do for your summer trip, hope you decided wisely). Really though I do enjoy the art of blogging, if you could be so bold to call it an art (at least its pushing the envelope when I say my blog is an art form). So basically expect more blogs from me, they may not always be long because I simply don't have the time and there is no chance in the holy name of SSSPPPOOOORTS that I will spend the time editing my posts before I post them, so I'm you have fun trying to find out what I actually meant to spell compared to what I did spell. So just expect some more simple gambits of fun blogging, reflection, jokes and advice that spills out of pretty crazy people.

I also realize I have a conflict with blogging. How do I know if my jokes that I'm trying to joke about are actually funny? I have this problem of wanting to be funny, you know its quite hard. The problem is I can hear no laughter when people read my blog. I don't get text updates from www.brainsurgeryisconfusing.blogspot.com saying "People are laughing like crazy at your blog, Congratulations!" Now that would be nice... Basically I find my funny to work off of what other people give me, if I am being funny it is usually by being quick and making a joke from what somebody else said. So hopefully from blogging I will learn to be a crafty story teller who can make hilarious stories, and just learn to be a funny blogger. After all than I could perfect the perfect three of blogs, reflection, humor, and awesome advice! (I have no idea if that's the perfect 3 but that is my goal for now.

And to wrap up, I'm a little tired of school and hate the stresses of the last week of term. Wish me luck on getting all my work done. I was planning a large rant on how I'm stressed but writing the first two paragraphs of this blog have melted my stress so now I have nothing to rant on except for ranting itself. Basically I don't want to do my homework that I have for the next week and I kind of dropped the ball on my last math test, hope I pull of a swell grade in that class.

So basically Cudi and Mary J. Blige both describe my feelings of stress quite well...

All alone tryna' hide from the shadows

Ain't no use, it seems everywhere they follow

They know where I be at

Affect my mind, tryna' get me (get me)

(Kid Cudi & Mary J. Blige)

These worries are heavy

They rest on my shoulders

My pride, it won't let me

Fall victim no more

On the bright side going to Moab this weekend, oh man I can't even wait. Also, its end of the term this week, that means only one more term til the end of the school, and my great summer will begin. It's going to be a grand ol' time.

Name Change?

Yes kids, I'm afraid it was time, a slight change in name, as much as I loved the old one it felt as if it was time to shift gears a little. The good news? I know have a new theme for when ever I change the name of the blog. It shall always be Dude. Then something too random to be good for any one's health. Lastly followed by a picture and slight explanation. (If you have been with me since the beginning you will remember the picture of the Ginko Tree and the explanation) Dude. I will miss Ginko Trees, but in my heart they will remain.

Hooligan: ruffian or hoodlum

These Are Hooligans (including the guy in the back...)

A word closely related is gang banger, need I say more?

Really though being a hooligan is fun, and I always pictured it as just being a more crazy fun type of person, and I feel that I can say I've done some pretty creative things that most people wouldn't think of doing. Why create a bucket list when I can do things that come to my head at the moment? Bucket Lists do serve great purpose though maybe I should do one...

By the way thats a totally awesome shirt I'm using as a blanket. A lot of people have said some weird things about it, but one of the one's I thought was the best was also one of the more simple one's.

"Stay strong... Looks like your missing some letters."

Well lets see where do I go from here? I've been so busy seeing how its been a month and counting and I haven't blogged in forever I kind of miss blogging as much as I use to. Eh. Its not too big of deal life is pretty swell and the family life has just felt great lately and that makes me super siked for the Moab trip next weekend. Including one of my best friends with whom my relationship seems to get better as the years go by, ( I went from a large group of friends to a small tight group with lots of good acquaintances).

School keeps my pretty busy, and miserable at times, I hope senior is better I'm trying to set it up that way.

Summer Goal: Camp a lot, I realized that just getting out and away from the world and having a fire and just a great friend or group of friends is one of my most favorite things to do. It is just a giant adventure and is such much fun, it feels like I can just really get away.

Last thing: I felt like giving anonymous advice. This is basically advice I have for friends (it may not be you) or maybe even myself.

• Don't spend too much time hitting the rewind button of past memories, as much as I love memories you may find yourself miserable for not living your life right now, and being stuck in the past isn't that exciting.
• Give yourself some self confidence.
• Try something new.
• Work with what your given.
• If you work hard enough you can accomplish anything you want in your life.

Well I suppose that is enough of the super simple advice that might give anyone a boost, I hope it does.

It seems the jokes I like to make seem to have judgement from time to time, sorry Morgan, whoops, better look into that eh?

Question everything, and improve yourself everyday.

Next Topic: Self-improvement and the great capacity of the mind? I guess we will find out...

The Worst Decision I've Ever Made.

• Going on a mountain biking trip the weekend before the season ended.

The stupidest thing I have ever done. Really... You know that horrible waiting a month before Christmas or a month before school ends...? Yeah its kind have been that feeling for about 4 months now and about 2-4 more. Can't wait for summer and school to be out.

• Well... Maybe its not THE biggest mistake.