Driving Behind a Mustang Going 25 MPH in a 30 Zone

Now thats frustrating. I should of taken a picture (obviously you couldn't see how fast the mustang was going, or I could of taken a picture of the spedometer, now were thinking...) That just made me want to get a camera, I need to just start capturing lots of photos of random things in my life. Lupe Fiasco's new Album Lasers came out a little while ago man thats a darn good album, here are some of my favorite lyrics.

From "Black Everything"

Uh, and I know it’s just a fantasy I cordially invite you to ask why can’t it be?

Now we can do nothing bout the past

But we can do something about the future that we have

We can make fast or we can make it last

Every woman Queenin’ and every man a Kingin’

When those color lines come we can’t see between

We just close our eyes ’til it’s all black every-THING!

That song might be worth checking out the whole song. Pretty cool rewrite on history even if it wouldn't happen that way.

From "Till I Get There"

I'mma keep it cool, and I'mma do me

It is what it is and that's how it's gon' be

Until I get there

Until I get there

And yeah I got flaws, I know I'm not perfect

But all ups and downs, will soon be worth it

When I get there

When I get there

Now thats not really all, its quite a good album but thats all I'm taking your time up for.

Have you heard? I'm really quite excited for summer, sorry if that gets repetitive but I just have that anxious feeling of one awesome summer!

Well I suppose that is all for tonight, I hope you guys enjoy your nights and such and hopefully I'll see you all around.

Expect More

So I've basically decided I'm going to start blogging more again. Who knows why I'm so interested in restarting this practice. I haven't even been reading blogs in a while, I had to catch up on reading all of my friend's blogs. (Sorry Miriam for not giving any advice on what you should do for your summer trip, hope you decided wisely). Really though I do enjoy the art of blogging, if you could be so bold to call it an art (at least its pushing the envelope when I say my blog is an art form). So basically expect more blogs from me, they may not always be long because I simply don't have the time and there is no chance in the holy name of SSSPPPOOOORTS that I will spend the time editing my posts before I post them, so I'm you have fun trying to find out what I actually meant to spell compared to what I did spell. So just expect some more simple gambits of fun blogging, reflection, jokes and advice that spills out of pretty crazy people.

I also realize I have a conflict with blogging. How do I know if my jokes that I'm trying to joke about are actually funny? I have this problem of wanting to be funny, you know its quite hard. The problem is I can hear no laughter when people read my blog. I don't get text updates from www.brainsurgeryisconfusing.blogspot.com saying "People are laughing like crazy at your blog, Congratulations!" Now that would be nice... Basically I find my funny to work off of what other people give me, if I am being funny it is usually by being quick and making a joke from what somebody else said. So hopefully from blogging I will learn to be a crafty story teller who can make hilarious stories, and just learn to be a funny blogger. After all than I could perfect the perfect three of blogs, reflection, humor, and awesome advice! (I have no idea if that's the perfect 3 but that is my goal for now.

And to wrap up, I'm a little tired of school and hate the stresses of the last week of term. Wish me luck on getting all my work done. I was planning a large rant on how I'm stressed but writing the first two paragraphs of this blog have melted my stress so now I have nothing to rant on except for ranting itself. Basically I don't want to do my homework that I have for the next week and I kind of dropped the ball on my last math test, hope I pull of a swell grade in that class.

So basically Cudi and Mary J. Blige both describe my feelings of stress quite well...

All alone tryna' hide from the shadows

Ain't no use, it seems everywhere they follow

They know where I be at

Affect my mind, tryna' get me (get me)

(Kid Cudi & Mary J. Blige)

These worries are heavy

They rest on my shoulders

My pride, it won't let me

Fall victim no more

On the bright side going to Moab this weekend, oh man I can't even wait. Also, its end of the term this week, that means only one more term til the end of the school, and my great summer will begin. It's going to be a grand ol' time.

Name Change?

Yes kids, I'm afraid it was time, a slight change in name, as much as I loved the old one it felt as if it was time to shift gears a little. The good news? I know have a new theme for when ever I change the name of the blog. It shall always be Dude. Then something too random to be good for any one's health. Lastly followed by a picture and slight explanation. (If you have been with me since the beginning you will remember the picture of the Ginko Tree and the explanation) Dude. I will miss Ginko Trees, but in my heart they will remain.

Hooligan: ruffian or hoodlum

These Are Hooligans (including the guy in the back...)

A word closely related is gang banger, need I say more?

Really though being a hooligan is fun, and I always pictured it as just being a more crazy fun type of person, and I feel that I can say I've done some pretty creative things that most people wouldn't think of doing. Why create a bucket list when I can do things that come to my head at the moment? Bucket Lists do serve great purpose though maybe I should do one...

By the way thats a totally awesome shirt I'm using as a blanket. A lot of people have said some weird things about it, but one of the one's I thought was the best was also one of the more simple one's.

"Stay strong... Looks like your missing some letters."

Well lets see where do I go from here? I've been so busy seeing how its been a month and counting and I haven't blogged in forever I kind of miss blogging as much as I use to. Eh. Its not too big of deal life is pretty swell and the family life has just felt great lately and that makes me super siked for the Moab trip next weekend. Including one of my best friends with whom my relationship seems to get better as the years go by, ( I went from a large group of friends to a small tight group with lots of good acquaintances).

School keeps my pretty busy, and miserable at times, I hope senior is better I'm trying to set it up that way.

Summer Goal: Camp a lot, I realized that just getting out and away from the world and having a fire and just a great friend or group of friends is one of my most favorite things to do. It is just a giant adventure and is such much fun, it feels like I can just really get away.

Last thing: I felt like giving anonymous advice. This is basically advice I have for friends (it may not be you) or maybe even myself.

• Don't spend too much time hitting the rewind button of past memories, as much as I love memories you may find yourself miserable for not living your life right now, and being stuck in the past isn't that exciting.
• Give yourself some self confidence.
• Try something new.
• Work with what your given.
• If you work hard enough you can accomplish anything you want in your life.

Well I suppose that is enough of the super simple advice that might give anyone a boost, I hope it does.

It seems the jokes I like to make seem to have judgement from time to time, sorry Morgan, whoops, better look into that eh?

Question everything, and improve yourself everyday.

Next Topic: Self-improvement and the great capacity of the mind? I guess we will find out...